March 2012
To everyone who has dealt with suicidal thoughts...
onceuponanothertime:
me too.
February 2012
mols:
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
I feel like I get punished fit having a handle on my life
I wonder if you remember what you said this time last year. You spin so many fictitious webs I doubt you do remember what you said. I remember what you said. I remember where she and I were standing. I remember knowing it was a lie, but wanting to believe it wasn’t. I knew then, I know now. I don’t think I am sad, but I might be. Like stock fell through…. I think. Fuck you.
Sometimes a bitch sn@ps
other people: hey mom i crashed my car, i'm dropping out of school, and then running away with my boyfriend when he gets out of jail
their parents: ok sweetie thank you for telling me, you are such a good child
me: mom i dropped my pencil
my parents: YOU ARE SO STUPID WHAT KIND OF IDIOT DROPS A PENCIL ARE YOU DUMB OR SOMETHING AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW LAZY YOU ARE WHY DON'T YOU PICK UP THAT PENCIL YOU LAZY ASS CHILD GOD YOU'RE EVEN LAZY AROUND THE HOUSE LIKE I BET IF WE LEFT FOR A WEEK YOU'D BE DEAD BECAUSE YOU'D BE TOO LAZY TO COOK FOR YOURSELF YOU UNGRATEFUL DISGRACE OF A CHILD
